3rd night

this is my third night of not being able to sleep.. for the past two nights i'm crying my way to sleep..

maybe its about the room.. since papa's friend is staying at our place, i sort of camped here in my brothers' room.. during daytime, i enjoy my stay here because i think we were able to bond more and talk about anything under the sun.. i actually missed sharing a room with them as we did during our childhood.. but when its already sleeping time, even if i roll myself and try different positions just to get some sleep, it just won't visit me..

or maybe its about all the thoughts that keeps on haunting me until now.. haaay.. there are a lot of questions that i want to find answers.. a lot of things needed to be done.. and a lot of decisions that i must be brave enough to face..