a prayer

Lord, i know i'm not as religious now as i am during highschool
i'm not doing my Wednesday novena anymore
sometimes i even fail to attend the Sunday mass
and maybe i don't do Your will, though i know i must

but i really need You right now
i know You're the only person who knows me inside out
without saying a word or shedding a tear
even in silence, everything i say, You hear

You must be telling me something
maybe even whispered to my ear
but help my mind make it clear
help my heart stand my fears