today, i decide

i just had a long bath.. hmmm.. 1 hour and 13 minutes to be exact.. no, i didn't time it, i just happened to text someone before i step into the shower..

it feels so good.. i don't have to worry about the time, i'm not running late for a thesis meeting or hurrying to meet someone.. i did everything i miss doing.. from relaxing through the luke warm water to enjoying different kinds of soap.. i pampered myself from my hair down to my feet..

and then i realized, i haven't given myself enough time and attention lately.. i've always been proud to have the habit of treating or rewarding myself but right now, i can't remember the last time i did that..

so today i decide to bring back that old habit.. i decide to relax more.. spend more for myself.. and takecare of myself even more..